Take care Aly , stay strong and posititive ?

I feel your pain. I’m damaged aswell. I’m 47 and live in chronic and crippling pain of the muscles, joints & soft tissue. Had this condition for 8 years now. The last year though, has me at the point of being unable to do any form of exercise. So now I’ve lost muscle tone aswell. I was a very sporty and active person to now barely being able to go for a swim as too hard to get back out of the water. I am not on any medications for 2 years now. (Was only on 2 meds for this condition for 4 years). I have a strict way of eating to avoid flare ups, eat mostly organic ingredients, haven’t drunk tap water for 4 years. I was looking at ayahuasca to try for healing but then went into lockdowns. My last resort to try and find out what medical intervention it was that caused this nightmare is a holistic dentist. Ive had lengthy dental work done over the years. I’m suspecting this could be the cause. It’s my final desperate plight to see if I have jaw bone infection from previous root canals/extractions/crowns. If this doesn’t show anything up then I’m frightened this is how I’m going to exist forever. I’m losing my quality of life before my eyes. I try and stay sooo positive all the time but I’m feeling emotionally overwhelmed and exhausted. It’s also expensive, so there’s that stress aswell as I am not working. I’m so glad to hear that you are doing so much better ????