Suicide was in their PLAN... so much of their CAREFULLY planned Psy Op , on the people. Some days i turn the phone and tv off , and focus on the beautys around me , Other days i spend hours and hours online searching for a glimmer of hope ..hyping myself up , till i cannot breathe from the FEAR AND ANXIETY of the state of affairs in our world .Some days im comatised in grief , sorrow and helplessness .Consumed by visions of army coming to force vaccinate us, dragging us out of our homes and locking us in concentration camps , to be murdered, by guillotine, or... however...im grieving it , preparing for it ...WHO ELSE thinks??